Its a New Day . Its a New Life.

Its been very boring since the holidays have been started. Maybe I am not just the only one being boring , but for me , Life has come to an end.

Like always , I will be bored at home.Even though i would force myself to find something to do...Games......Tidy up my room......eat.....movies....but still the word " boring " still comes into my mind. I am restless...I cannot be bored....I would die being bored and I knew that i must go to school for my last day. Or i will regret it.

I didn't do too much of talking ; But i was observing and thinking of everyone in my class, asking myself " could this be my last time looking to him/her like this right at this angle ? what is his/her attitude ? what does him/her dislikes this? is there a story behind it? "and many more. I was feeling very sad after the exam. Maybe because i knew that its time to say goodbye once again. I wish its all but a dream , a fantasy. I wish it would start over and over again. Having fun with each other, getting caught by teachers...all those beautiful memories that i cannot forget even till the day i die.

We all will die.But it does not mean we only had one life. When theres a moment that you find out whats wrong with what you are doing, fix it immediately ; and thats the time you were given a new life, a new chance.

Every day I would look at the 2B4 contact list, remembering everybody's face by looking at their name. I found out, I hate no one in my class. Its a good thing not hating anyone in your class...you won't feel the pain in your heart or something....at least you can laugh it all out...........even though i can't really laugh like what i use to.

Maybe its a really sad life? Life can be boring...sad...emotional...happy.... joyful...it would take hours for me to write out all of them . What I used to like most was happiness....and I find out that , making someone happy doesn't mean you get back the same. Whats the point? Whats life? Its so tiring. But what I think of this world as a board game. You get to choose which way to go ; but there's no turning back unless you give up.

I think next year is gonna be a new life for me, a new way to finish the game. I will forget all my past and go on with my life. I will not rely on anyone anymore ; I can do it. To all Catholic High Students, I hope you had fun this year, and so shall it be for 2010. Oh ya next year is PMR for me so I guess I had to get my pencil sharpen and get ready for that lame exam = = ''' See ya guys.Chow