resent
What loss represents
I resent
What great loss presents
So what’s the fuss about loss?
Waiting!
Debating!
Contemplating!
What is loss?
Something you care about
Taken away from you by force
Creating total unforgivable chaos
Thinking!
Blinking!
Seeking!
What is loss
It is a minus instead of a plus
Hence the unmistakable fuss
Death and sickness build up great grief
Loss brings despair instead of relief
And in loss itself I have no belief
I resent
What loss represents
I resent
What great loss presents
Loss! An inequitable cause
Thrown on you without a toss
So you become very cross
Because in your life you realize, you are never the only boss!
Thursday, December 17, 2009
Saturday, December 5, 2009
1 Utama and something bad....
Today went 1 U with chen wee , wan yi and seh liang....we had a nice day....I wanted to write more but...Haiz..something bad happen to me....
I was on my way going back home until my mom say that she wants to go Atria for some shopping saying that its important = = ''' ok lo....So I went Toysbar,My second home.
I went there it was like 6pm and the crowds still there o_O so i played some games there. I putted the owner's game back on the table and went back to home.Out of a sudden, the Boss of Toysbar called me and said " oi ze nian wheres my game that u hav used? Its lost and if I cant find it I need to pay " Wow i put it back on the table = = and we asked whether anyone saw that thing. Haiz......And until the end of the day my fren ( one of the toysbar-ians )told me that it was some kid that hide it one place hoping that he would get a reward if he could find it back. = = and he was caught hiding the boss's game.
Who do you think I am ? I am an old man ok, I cannot suddenly kena this kind of " chi ji " = = screw u people. I was so depressed you know and the game is not cheap = = So please. Don't steal things.
I was on my way going back home until my mom say that she wants to go Atria for some shopping saying that its important = = ''' ok lo....So I went Toysbar,My second home.
I went there it was like 6pm and the crowds still there o_O so i played some games there. I putted the owner's game back on the table and went back to home.Out of a sudden, the Boss of Toysbar called me and said " oi ze nian wheres my game that u hav used? Its lost and if I cant find it I need to pay " Wow i put it back on the table = = and we asked whether anyone saw that thing. Haiz......And until the end of the day my fren ( one of the toysbar-ians )told me that it was some kid that hide it one place hoping that he would get a reward if he could find it back. = = and he was caught hiding the boss's game.
Who do you think I am ? I am an old man ok, I cannot suddenly kena this kind of " chi ji " = = screw u people. I was so depressed you know and the game is not cheap = = So please. Don't steal things.
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Sunway Lagoon x)
Today went to Lagoon with my aunt , cousins and my uncle's brother's wife and their children. One is same age as me and one I was not ery sure about it.
It was like 12pm where i was still playing my computer game = = ''' then my mom told me " we are leaving for sunway lagoon " I @@ d. Oh well even if i say no she still forces me to go == anyway we went down and took taxi there.
I know I kinda " kiam siap " but. Wtf the taxi money RM12.90 = = . Haiz nvm la...I went there with my mom. We payed for the ticket ( and yet it is overpriced IMO ). 60 bucks for an adult ( i am an adult cuz its 12 and onwards ). My mom and I bought two "2 park" tickets and went in. We played the some waterfall where u need to take an Aladdin kind of carpet or some thingy ( I dunno what is it called == ) but i almost flew off. It was ok. My butt felt pain * ouch * oh well.
After that we head right to Mid Valley approximately 4.30++ the hot ladies went for shopping while my cousin and I went to the coffee bean for some coffee and ice cream and also sushi from cold storage xD wahahahahahha.....
We played games...until 7.30 its was fast @@''' its like 30 minutes man ==''' After that they went back home while my mom and I are waiting for dad to come and fetch us back home, I went MPH and found a really nice book that i was addicted even at the 2nd chapter but sadly, I dunno wads the topic of the book LOL but it was definitely a detective story-based book with skeleton-black coated guy on its cover.Its kinda nice. I am not a worm book but IMO its really addicting a must-read book.
At the end of the day here is the goods and bads.
Goods : Can have fun with my cousins.
Can see lenglui but because i cant wear my specs when i play at the
beach so a bit waste T.T my cousin's fren also quite cute so tie la x).
Can eat some really nice food x)
Can go exercise and swimming xD
Bads : Its expensive o(-_-")o
Like I said you go in Sunway Lagoon expensive go inside buy mineral water
also need 3 bucks( go rob faster == )
Erm....No googles?? zzz....
Cousins complaining where to go...
...and the signature word." I wanna go home~~ "
Thats all about it. I am lazy to write the whole thing * I am damn freaking tired... * So bb... =)
It was like 12pm where i was still playing my computer game = = ''' then my mom told me " we are leaving for sunway lagoon " I @@ d. Oh well even if i say no she still forces me to go == anyway we went down and took taxi there.
I know I kinda " kiam siap " but. Wtf the taxi money RM12.90 = = . Haiz nvm la...I went there with my mom. We payed for the ticket ( and yet it is overpriced IMO ). 60 bucks for an adult ( i am an adult cuz its 12 and onwards ). My mom and I bought two "2 park" tickets and went in. We played the some waterfall where u need to take an Aladdin kind of carpet or some thingy ( I dunno what is it called == ) but i almost flew off. It was ok. My butt felt pain * ouch * oh well.
After that we head right to Mid Valley approximately 4.30++ the hot ladies went for shopping while my cousin and I went to the coffee bean for some coffee and ice cream and also sushi from cold storage xD wahahahahahha.....
We played games...until 7.30 its was fast @@''' its like 30 minutes man ==''' After that they went back home while my mom and I are waiting for dad to come and fetch us back home, I went MPH and found a really nice book that i was addicted even at the 2nd chapter but sadly, I dunno wads the topic of the book LOL but it was definitely a detective story-based book with skeleton-black coated guy on its cover.Its kinda nice. I am not a worm book but IMO its really addicting a must-read book.
At the end of the day here is the goods and bads.
Goods : Can have fun with my cousins.
Can see lenglui but because i cant wear my specs when i play at the
beach so a bit waste T.T my cousin's fren also quite cute so tie la x).
Can eat some really nice food x)
Can go exercise and swimming xD
Bads : Its expensive o(-_-")o
Like I said you go in Sunway Lagoon expensive go inside buy mineral water
also need 3 bucks( go rob faster == )
Erm....No googles?? zzz....
Cousins complaining where to go...
...and the signature word." I wanna go home~~ "
Thats all about it. I am lazy to write the whole thing * I am damn freaking tired... * So bb... =)
Sunday, November 29, 2009
Its a New Day . Its a New Life.
Its been very boring since the holidays have been started. Maybe I am not just the only one being boring , but for me , Life has come to an end.
Like always , I will be bored at home.Even though i would force myself to find something to do...Games......Tidy up my room......eat.....movies....but still the word " boring " still comes into my mind. I am restless...I cannot be bored....I would die being bored and I knew that i must go to school for my last day. Or i will regret it.
I didn't do too much of talking ; But i was observing and thinking of everyone in my class, asking myself " could this be my last time looking to him/her like this right at this angle ? what is his/her attitude ? what does him/her dislikes this? is there a story behind it? "and many more. I was feeling very sad after the exam. Maybe because i knew that its time to say goodbye once again. I wish its all but a dream , a fantasy. I wish it would start over and over again. Having fun with each other, getting caught by teachers...all those beautiful memories that i cannot forget even till the day i die.
We all will die.But it does not mean we only had one life. When theres a moment that you find out whats wrong with what you are doing, fix it immediately ; and thats the time you were given a new life, a new chance.
Every day I would look at the 2B4 contact list, remembering everybody's face by looking at their name. I found out, I hate no one in my class. Its a good thing not hating anyone in your class...you won't feel the pain in your heart or something....at least you can laugh it all out...........even though i can't really laugh like what i use to.
Maybe its a really sad life? Life can be boring...sad...emotional...happy.... joyful...it would take hours for me to write out all of them . What I used to like most was happiness....and I find out that , making someone happy doesn't mean you get back the same. Whats the point? Whats life? Its so tiring. But what I think of this world as a board game. You get to choose which way to go ; but there's no turning back unless you give up.
I think next year is gonna be a new life for me, a new way to finish the game. I will forget all my past and go on with my life. I will not rely on anyone anymore ; I can do it. To all Catholic High Students, I hope you had fun this year, and so shall it be for 2010. Oh ya next year is PMR for me so I guess I had to get my pencil sharpen and get ready for that lame exam = = ''' See ya guys.Chow
Like always , I will be bored at home.Even though i would force myself to find something to do...Games......Tidy up my room......eat.....movies....but still the word " boring " still comes into my mind. I am restless...I cannot be bored....I would die being bored and I knew that i must go to school for my last day. Or i will regret it.
I didn't do too much of talking ; But i was observing and thinking of everyone in my class, asking myself " could this be my last time looking to him/her like this right at this angle ? what is his/her attitude ? what does him/her dislikes this? is there a story behind it? "and many more. I was feeling very sad after the exam. Maybe because i knew that its time to say goodbye once again. I wish its all but a dream , a fantasy. I wish it would start over and over again. Having fun with each other, getting caught by teachers...all those beautiful memories that i cannot forget even till the day i die.
We all will die.But it does not mean we only had one life. When theres a moment that you find out whats wrong with what you are doing, fix it immediately ; and thats the time you were given a new life, a new chance.
Every day I would look at the 2B4 contact list, remembering everybody's face by looking at their name. I found out, I hate no one in my class. Its a good thing not hating anyone in your class...you won't feel the pain in your heart or something....at least you can laugh it all out...........even though i can't really laugh like what i use to.
Maybe its a really sad life? Life can be boring...sad...emotional...happy.... joyful...it would take hours for me to write out all of them . What I used to like most was happiness....and I find out that , making someone happy doesn't mean you get back the same. Whats the point? Whats life? Its so tiring. But what I think of this world as a board game. You get to choose which way to go ; but there's no turning back unless you give up.
I think next year is gonna be a new life for me, a new way to finish the game. I will forget all my past and go on with my life. I will not rely on anyone anymore ; I can do it. To all Catholic High Students, I hope you had fun this year, and so shall it be for 2010. Oh ya next year is PMR for me so I guess I had to get my pencil sharpen and get ready for that lame exam = = ''' See ya guys.Chow
Thursday, November 19, 2009
Sunway Pyramid .
Today was a very happy day......but sad things happen that day too.......
At first we meet at the front door...there was like tons of ppl from other classes ( same school ) Lol there a lot of leng lui.... Then we all went walking around planning what to eat.
We dropped by at the so called " 1901 " hotdog stall. It only costed me 4 bucks for a big hotdog and a drink. But the drink...haiz Siobhan straightly took it and say " u haven't drink want right? let me drink la " i haven't say anything then she just drinks @@ then i.....swt = = so i let her drink the whole thing T_T. The hot dog was really nice so i don't really care about the drink anymore...
So after a while....we went shopping...and we asked the girls what movie they want to watch. The Stupid Frog say " i tommorow going to watch 2012 with my mom tommorow la dog face = = " * if tommorow want go watch movie with your mother then don't go la today....* habis....Siobhan also " don't want la don't want la " @@ omg...how now?
So they say they go shopping and once we finish our movie we go meet up with them...Ok lo....Lol. we watch 2012 , i was thinking * oh..2012..the conclusion should be we all are going to die... * so we went arcade first for aproximately 30 minutes? and we went to burger king all back to the front part. I ordered large fries,large onion rings and large sprite. It cost my butt 13.18 can't believe i remembered huh?
I sometimes feel like i am someone's mother or something = = maybe i just care too much about " you enough money ma? need more money ma? " " eat already ma? want me follow u go makan? ". So we rushed back all the way from burger king to the cinema. Luckily we are in time. * phew * we sat down without buying any popcorn ( which is the first time for my life not buying popcorn while watching movies cuz we r damn freaking full ). I watched....* bla bla bla * Wow it was damn holy cow nice ! suprisingly nice. @@ it was the most IMBA movie i ever had Lol i am serious! go watch, you might regret not =/ even though it was 2 hours 30 minutes. it was like 3pm :O wa kanasai damn late....But, what are we going to do now? * deng deng deng deng...* we all stopped a while. I called cute retarded froggy " we are u guys? " , " We r bowling ".
So we went there and watched them bowl.. Then it was our turn to get ourself into the battle field.... I started first. Lol i never bowled before so i was a bit nervous... i swing it to the back it at first and i find out my stuns was not good and what happened. I swing and the ball got off control so the balled turned and it ripped my fingernail = = and my thumb.....red...So i was ok with it so i continue...Then i found out i can't play with my thumb injured. Argh i shoot to the middle then the ball go sideways then longkang = = damn emo....
Ok lo so i admit i suck at bowling but so what? I rock at Mario Kart Lol... at around 4.30++ we went to arcade ( again ) and i told the girls that the best game in the whole arcade was Mario Kart ( probably because i won too many times Lol ). Then we play lo...Then we went and play Panic Park. Then Mei Ying found out that her purse + handphone lost @@ then we all go find. Some of ask called, There's people that pickup the phone but there was no one answering. After a while Mei Ying say she lost her phone....She said her IC is inside...@_@ its a purse where you can put your money + phone + ic into the same bag = = So she cry lor...then i ask her not too.....
After a while we when to the CCTV room and found out it was a Long Hair melayu with red shirt tagged " FlyAmbulance " . Then we had no choice lo =/ sad........i will so sad for her la..come her happily and now end up like this = = Haiz.....
Theres more la but i lazy too write d Lol....
At first we meet at the front door...there was like tons of ppl from other classes ( same school ) Lol there a lot of leng lui.... Then we all went walking around planning what to eat.
We dropped by at the so called " 1901 " hotdog stall. It only costed me 4 bucks for a big hotdog and a drink. But the drink...haiz Siobhan straightly took it and say " u haven't drink want right? let me drink la " i haven't say anything then she just drinks @@ then i.....swt = = so i let her drink the whole thing T_T. The hot dog was really nice so i don't really care about the drink anymore...
So after a while....we went shopping...and we asked the girls what movie they want to watch. The Stupid Frog say " i tommorow going to watch 2012 with my mom tommorow la dog face = = " * if tommorow want go watch movie with your mother then don't go la today....* habis....Siobhan also " don't want la don't want la " @@ omg...how now?
So they say they go shopping and once we finish our movie we go meet up with them...Ok lo....Lol. we watch 2012 , i was thinking * oh..2012..the conclusion should be we all are going to die... * so we went arcade first for aproximately 30 minutes? and we went to burger king all back to the front part. I ordered large fries,large onion rings and large sprite. It cost my butt 13.18 can't believe i remembered huh?
I sometimes feel like i am someone's mother or something = = maybe i just care too much about " you enough money ma? need more money ma? " " eat already ma? want me follow u go makan? ". So we rushed back all the way from burger king to the cinema. Luckily we are in time. * phew * we sat down without buying any popcorn ( which is the first time for my life not buying popcorn while watching movies cuz we r damn freaking full ). I watched....* bla bla bla * Wow it was damn holy cow nice ! suprisingly nice. @@ it was the most IMBA movie i ever had Lol i am serious! go watch, you might regret not =/ even though it was 2 hours 30 minutes. it was like 3pm :O wa kanasai damn late....But, what are we going to do now? * deng deng deng deng...* we all stopped a while. I called cute retarded froggy " we are u guys? " , " We r bowling ".
So we went there and watched them bowl.. Then it was our turn to get ourself into the battle field.... I started first. Lol i never bowled before so i was a bit nervous... i swing it to the back it at first and i find out my stuns was not good and what happened. I swing and the ball got off control so the balled turned and it ripped my fingernail = = and my thumb.....red...So i was ok with it so i continue...Then i found out i can't play with my thumb injured. Argh i shoot to the middle then the ball go sideways then longkang = = damn emo....
Ok lo so i admit i suck at bowling but so what? I rock at Mario Kart Lol... at around 4.30++ we went to arcade ( again ) and i told the girls that the best game in the whole arcade was Mario Kart ( probably because i won too many times Lol ). Then we play lo...Then we went and play Panic Park. Then Mei Ying found out that her purse + handphone lost @@ then we all go find. Some of ask called, There's people that pickup the phone but there was no one answering. After a while Mei Ying say she lost her phone....She said her IC is inside...@_@ its a purse where you can put your money + phone + ic into the same bag = = So she cry lor...then i ask her not too.....
After a while we when to the CCTV room and found out it was a Long Hair melayu with red shirt tagged " FlyAmbulance " . Then we had no choice lo =/ sad........i will so sad for her la..come her happily and now end up like this = = Haiz.....
Theres more la but i lazy too write d Lol....
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Sensitivity...
Time passes by so fast........so freaking fast...god does'nt allow me to wait any longer...and i shall write what i feel now....
I found out.
Girls are sensitive to words like " ei bodoh " " stupid la u " " Any bad words that would insult he/she ". Everytime i talk to them starting with " ei bodoh " they will feel emo....Lol....
Boys don't feel emo about these words when i start talking with them with these words. What is the matter with you people girls? Does it really matter whether people call you or take you as a " bodoh " ? Does it really make you feel anything? Do you girls take it seriously? =.= please let me know by leaving some message in the chatbox....
I found out.
Girls are sensitive to words like " ei bodoh " " stupid la u " " Any bad words that would insult he/she ". Everytime i talk to them starting with " ei bodoh " they will feel emo....Lol....
Boys don't feel emo about these words when i start talking with them with these words. What is the matter with you people girls? Does it really matter whether people call you or take you as a " bodoh " ? Does it really make you feel anything? Do you girls take it seriously? =.= please let me know by leaving some message in the chatbox....
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
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